In the name of keeping things all together and updated I’ve made a new Tumblr so come follow over there! It’s a mix of personal posts, photos and weight updates ♥

well that’s not too bad then :) it’s sucky having no proper internet connection but mehhh, it just means i can’t leave asks or go on flash sites.
but yeah, it’s so nice and actually refreshing having someone with near-on stats following the same plan. this is the first time it’s happened :)!

urgh, pcos is a pain in my ass. it’s not just on the weightloss front, all of it is balls. frustration is a common feeling buuut it kinda brings out the determination more if that makes sense?
i just don’t want to get to the point where my weight could cause other problems - diabetes, thyroid problems, high cholesterol, heart issues - i don’t want to reach problems in those areas!
haha yeah, new blogs are always a must-visit must-update thing aren’t they? it’s good though, especially building them up and looking back from time to time.
anyway! we’ll get through all this weightloss shit together, i do have faith it’s just a bit masked sometimes. thankyou for being a darling.
xo

p.s. yeah johnny annoyed me but not as much as marissa. i’m 2 discs into season 4 now, it’s so much better without her!

2 weeks ago: 258.5
this week: 259
+ 0.5

i was expecting a gain of at least 2lbs so i’m happy(ish) with this result. compared to the disaster of gaining 4lbs in a fortnight over my birthday time, this gain of half a pound over two weeks is pretty good going for me.
maybe my ovaries are turning a corner…yeah right!

anyway, this week is more of the same; 2l of water per day, mostly green days and 20-30 mins of exercise each day.
i do have determination, i’m just super disheartened :( xo

apologies for being all quiet lately, it’s been a combination of my phone being an utter twonk and not letting me log into this account combined with starting the oc right from the beginning and having that basically take over my life. i love it though, california here we come!

so anyway, i’ve stuck to plan rigidly for the past fortnight but i bet i’ve still managed to gain about 6 stone because that’s just my luck. i’ve been back to the doctor about my pcos and have basically been told that medication options are limited and without major surgery there is no ‘quick fix’ in regards to helping me lose weight.
it could take me a year to lose a stone, then it could all be put on within a couple of weeks. that’s the situation i’m dealing with and it frustrates me no end. but short of having a hysterectomy all i can do is hope.
my doctor was pleased with the healthy changes i’ve made, plus i’ve started doing regular exercise to wake up my metabolism, and he’s said that’s a good stead to be in right now. the sensible side of me knows it’s the right way about things but the frustrated/regularly-disheartened side of me wants results to start showing because the constant shitty feelings in regards to my weight aren’t leaving my mind. ever.

so i’m back with a semi-happy head on and a determined frame of mind but how long this will last for, who knows? it’s weigh-in wednesday tomoro so i’ll be back then! xo

oh haiii!
sorry if you posted this ages ago, my stupid blackberry keeps locking me out of this account, gah :(
but yeah, i do sw. badly really, i stick to it but it’s not working amazingly well though i have been told it’s because of my goddam polycystic ovaries so not to ‘expect too much’.

what are you going for on the thighs? i want mine on the back right under my bum so i’m glad it’s a long way off ‘coz it’s gonna hurt! haha won’t be able to sit down for a week!

i’mma go look at your blog now and definitely keen to get in on this together. i’ll apologise in advance for not being able to drop you any asks because my phone doesn’t allow it for some reason (my phone is the only way i can get online) but pop over any time, i’m always down for a natter!
xo

p.s. to your second ask, yeah you are right! haha i am defo on sw, you’re not making that up at all. and you haven’t come off as odd, i like the positivity from you :)

i’ve been umming and ahhing over a pair of henry holland tights for ages now and, after a look through his site today i’ve decided to go for either the bandana over-the-knee print or the new super suspender ones. decisions decisions!
i’ll have time to decide before i reach the goal i’ve set them at, all i know for sure is that tights are the order of the day :) xo

well thankyou whoever you may be!
i don’t believe i’m beautiful, but honestly nothing anyone could say to me could make me feel bad because i do a good enough job of that on my own.

people calling me fat has no affect whatsoever. it’s such a lazy ‘insult’, like well done for stating the obvious. slut tho, come on now, that is laughable. 6 notches and i’m 24, woah so promiscuous send me to hell right now! xo